Tonight was sad … it was the Kept finale, and it was down to Austen (my favorite since the beginning) and Seth. And then Jerry just had to go and pick Seth ’cause he was “funnier” and a “bad boy” and that’s what she and her friends are “into.” Or maybe VH1 just wanted her to. Speaking of which, how can they call them “reality” shows when half of what airs is edited and/or untrue and/or plain didn’t happen that way? I found Austen’s blog too … worth a read IMHO.

Had dinner with Brian at Sweetwater, and towards the end he asks the waitress for two boxes for our food … and goes into this whole speech about how he’s sorry for making everything so complicated, wanting more bread, etc. Which is fine, but then after like 5 literal minutes of talking and laughing with her, starts blushing — and when your boyfriend isn’t one to blush often, it kinda irks you.