So I cried.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004 @ 12:01 am 
I’m a mess. I’m starting to feel how I did at Yorktown, and I don’t need to take yet another year over *sigh* Brian said I should take a year off and work and figure stuff out, ’cause right now I’m hating my major — I’m frickin’ failing my two art classes and doing okay in the rest — and I’m pretty much miserable here. I’m fine at home, but for the past three weeks I’ve been crying every couple days, and I don’t know what to do. Trying to explain everything to my dad (since he’s paying for JMU) would be interesting, since everyone else in my family, to my knowledge, has finished college in four years and gotten some kind of job right after. Withdrawing and taking time off never occurred to me since no one else did. And we all know Ross won’t … what will that say about me, being the only person to have issues bad enough to screw up her education? 
I just wanna sleep it all away.
In other news, by some stroke of luck the person who did the auction for the iPod mini on eBay got suspended, so I get a refund and my sanity temporarily restored. Also canceled the stupid DVD thing, but still have to pay for the five movies. Oh well, it’s only $10.
I wouldn’t normally listen to Mary Chapin Carpenter, but she reminds me of my mom and has this strange soothing effect. At least “He Thinks He’ll Keep Her” probably won’t happen.
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Brian says:
Hey Sussigkeiten… well no wonder you’re crying — I can’t listen to that song without crying. But then, I guess I’m pretty pathetic. And speaking of which, how is it that you’re the *only* person to have bad issues? Did you forget that I went through the exact same thing, which is why I’m 26 and still a year away from a degree? Also, I didn’t tell you to just withdraw — I told you to *consider* it. And one of your goals should be worrying about what’s best for *you*, and not what other people think — having a job so you can pay your own way would definitely help with that. I’m not telling you what to do — I’m just telling you what worked for me, and what *options* you have, that maybe you never considered. No matter what happens, I’m backing you 100%.