So today … got up around 9, showered, made breakfast for Brian, went on a 10-mile bike ride, got a new printer and 128 MB RAM card that I found out I couldn’t use after I opened it (grr), had dinner at Artie’s, took a nap, talked to Jed (he’s calling me back tomorrow, when I basically have to say if I’m in or out), watched TV (Linkin Park’s new video for “Breaking the Habit” is awesome), and then drove home, getting much-needed gas on the way.

Umm, what else? Went to Alchemy at Nation with Brian on Thursday night, which I’m so going back to. The music rocked, and I love hanging out with those kinda people. I guess a little too much, though, ’cause after about an hour I met this guy Justin, who I ended up dancing with and eventually kissing. He called me today too, so I *might* see him sometime this week, but not sure … after Brian’s reaction (slapping me, literally) to seeing us together, I don’t think it’s a good idea. Then again, he seems like a cool guy, so why not be friends? Just gotta make sure that we stay on that level … I don’t wanna go through another spur-of-the-moment relationship and have it fail ’cause he’s not Brian. Plus, after all we’ve been through, I don’t think it’d work with anyone else. Just need to figure out why I keep “looking” … and satisfy that void (or whatever it is) some other way.