Um … yeah … so I went to Nation with Brian last night … and to make a long story short, ended up making out with him and proceeding to spend the night at his house while only getting like 30 minutes of sleep. I so don’t know what to think about anything anymore … my love life is officially screwed up again, but this time it’s my fault. Brian was like, I’d rather be with you and have to share you than be alone *sigh* Why did everything he say have to make sense? Why did it have to feel “right” to be with him … at least for the duration of last night? I dunno … I’ll post more insight later … Doron says I need to do some self-reflection. As for tonight, I’m seeing Brad and maybe Will or one of his other friends. We’ll see …