Does anyone even read this? It’s like no matter what, no one cares. I don’t wanna do CWP anymore.

Doron and Eddie are going to a rave Friday night at Nation, and I so wanna go, but no, I have to frickin’ drive home and deliver the stupid pre-estimate packages and make confirmation calls and act all happy like the world’s a perfect, sunny, flowery place, when all I wanna do is dress up, stay out all night, and not worry about anything except living for the moment and making the most of my short life. And it’s not just that. I’ve missed countless concerts and parties ’cause of CWP, and I’m sick of it. I can’t do anything fun anymore, everything has to revolve around school and painting. I even have a sociology test in an hour that I haven’t studied for, and you know what? I don’t care, and Dr. Steele can go to hell. Even if I did study, it’s not gonna make any difference in my grade, so what’s the point? *sigh*

Actually, I think I will go to Nation. Screw it. Sleep can bite me, and I deserve this. Even if I end up not going, I’m giving Eddie and Doron a ride no matter what. And if I do go, I’ll drop them off at Vienna first, go do my estimate stuff, and then meet up with them later. I left Brad a message asking if he’d wanna come too, ’cause I haven’t seen him in a couple weeks … plus, he’s awesome with glow sticks Too bad Shayne’ll be home, though … ’cause that’d be perfect.

Edit: Yay, Brad can come!