There is always something that doesn’t work here. The internet, electricity, WATER. Last night after study hall a main water pump broke — so no showers, cooking, drinking, flushing, etc. It was so annoying. Luckily I’d taken my shower earlier. Then this morning, the water was back on. But barely. It was sputtering and turning from brown to clear every few seconds, and I knew it couldn’t be good to brush my teeth and wash my face with it. It was gross … but hey, ya need water, and there wasn’t any other choice. I’m definitely stocking up on bottled water today, though. I hate how going here is so esteemed when half the time the conditions are like public school.

Anyway, last night was cool. I wasn’t tired at 11 like usual, so I stayed up to about 1:30 talking to Brad (in Spanglish), Lindsay, Kristen, and Liz. And Ta, Becca, and Dani. It was muy funny, and good catching up with all of them. Kristen’s dorm room is still flooded, which sucks. I told her to send the extra water my way, haha.

Well, it’s email time, and then class ’til 2:30. Bye for now!

The judicial today was definitely something new. What would you do if you got a mysterious note saying to do something at a certain time? Sort of like an initiation? I know I wouldn’t unless I knew exactly what was going on … unlike this one girl did. Except due to some coincidences, she got caught, and put herself in danger. Just like everyone else. I swear, these people don’t think. Common sense isn’t that hard.

Anyway, time to sign-in. Adios.

Man … I have so many people to tell about my new address: DMV, school, colleges, friends, family, and like 100000 websites. Great. Wish me luck.

Ow … yet again, it’s that time of the month, and it’s not fun. I feel light-headed and have cramps, and on top of that, the knuckles of my first two fingers have small cuts on them due to the cold drying out my skin. It’s weird, that’s never happened before. And even though I make an extra effort to keep my hands moisturized, it doesn’t seem to help. Grr.

I did like 2 hours worth of statistics during study hall tonight … it was scary. That assignment was long. At least it’s not due ’til Tuesday. Speaking of school-related stuff, there’s a judicial tomorrow. Great. Now what happened? If it’s another plagiarism case I’m gonna shoot myself — I can’t sit through another one of those. But it’ll be worth it if it’s something new

I’m excited about the wireless network at the new house. I can’t wait ’til this weekend when I get to try it out. I’m so glad Brian was there to say what we did and didn’t need to get. ‘Cause otherwise, my dad and I would both be clueless and end up spending much more time figuring out what to buy than we did. So yay. Brian’s so awesome.

I also can’t wait to just drive to the new house, haha — I wanna set up my room, explore the area, try out the gym, download and make a bunch of CDs with the fast net (finally), etc. LOL, I’m like a kid and candy on Halloween.

Anyway, gonna go check email and surf ’til sign-in (10:45) … so adios for now.

I’m so tired … the yoga lady wasn’t here today, so Ms. Brown started out teaching, and then Blair and Amanda helped out about halfway through. We did soo many warrior and triangle poses, it was getting annoying. And for some reason it seemed harder to breathe this time. Blah … I just wanna like fall over and go to sleep. I was almost asleep at the end, but then Ms. Brown came and lifted my leg to see if I was relaxed — that woke me up, lol. And now I’m here.

And it’s snowing! I love snow, I just hope it’s not enough to keep me from going home tomorrow. ‘Cause that would really suck — I wanna see Brian and I have to get stuff packed for moving, too. Maybe I can get a helicopter to come and airlift me to Centreville? Haha.

But anyway … riding today was cool. I rode Sherman, as usual, and for some reason did better with the course. So that was good.

Have a lot of statistics homework tonight, as well as Spanish and studying for anatomy. Crap, why are my anatomy tests always on a Friday? Geez. Ooh, and I have a sleep-in tomorrow! Well, I’m technically supposed to be taking my senior candid pictures, but who’s gonna be up and not in class at 8 am? No one, lol … so then that includes me Yay. It’ll be my first sleep-in of the semester.

What else … Mrs. Bergan emailed me today asking if was doing my senior project or not. I said I wasn’t sure and that I’d try to look more, so I left Brad a message asking if he knew of any internships at where Jai works (he’s a web designer), so hopefully that’s a yes. ‘Cause I really wanna miss interim … 3 weeks at home working sure beats 2 weeks stuck here, lol. Plus, I’ll have nights and weekends free. Haha that sounds like a cell phone company.

Anyway, it’s almost dinnertime, so talk to everyone later … bye bye.

Again, my computer won’t work in the dorm. Typical. Are the cords really cheap or something? It’s so annoying.

Oh well … at least it snowed. That’ll comfort me for a little while … I also wrote a poem during study hall, but will post that later. Anyway, no one’s on, and I gotta finish some hw, so adios.

Okay I’m getting really tired of this. It’s been like 6 frickin’ months, and Brian still doesn’t love me. This is the longest I’ve been in a relationship without breaking up or getting in a big fight — but how am I supposed to be reassured that he really cares and wants to be with me for awhile if he won’t say the three magic words? I mean, he’s definitely acted like he does … but I need to hear it, dammit.

And then today I sent him a survey, in which one of the questions was “who do you love?” I, of course, put his name, but then he puts, “I *love* everyone.” WTF is up with that? *sigh* Even Brad would put me now. When he already has a girlfriend. Or something. I’m trying not to be selfish … but come on. All my other boyfriends have said it in like a month, max. And now this … is this normal? *cries* And of course none of my good guy friends are on for me to talk to … It’s like the song … “will you still love (or like in Brian’s case) me tomorrow?”