Aw … I got to see Brad today … and grr I miss being with him. It felt like a reunion just going to his house and talking with his mom and sitting in his lap at the computer listening to all his new favorite songs *sigh* Then he gave me some wild rice and chicken soup from KSB (he said it’s awesome) for me to take back to school, which was sweet. Then before he went to Jai’s, he walked me to my car, and he gave me a hug, then I looked up at him (oh I love looking up at guys, Brian’s so short) … and him down at me, and we kissed, and he was like “do you miss that?” I said “yeah” and he was like “good, me too.” So aww.

I feel bad ’cause we’re both with other people … but I can’t help still liking him. And he still likes/loves me … as much as I’ve told myself to get over him and not hang out with him … I can’t. It’s too hard to just walk away from everything we had. I was also reading over the poems he wrote me awhile ago … and I almost started crying, they were so sweet, I didn’t know it was possible for him to feel that way *sigh* But if what he says is true — that we will be together in the end — that’s all that matters. ‘Cause somehow I believe it too, even if it seems inconceivably far away.

OMG … Caroline and Matt broke up. That’s so sad, they’ve been together forever, like almost 2 years, and were perfect together. Aww I feel so bad for her, I hope she’s doing okay.

Anyway, today was cool. My dad woke me up around 11:30, which kinda sucked, but then he got me Starbucks and said he’d take down the pictures in my closet for me, so it’s all good

Umm first I went to Brian’s and we had breakfast/lunch at the 29 Diner. I got a turkey club and a side of home fries, which were yummy. Then we went to the new house so he could set up the computers with the wireless network — and yay, it works now! Now they just gotta fix my phone jack, paint my walls (the bears aren’t staying), and move the big things in. Which is happening tomorrow, I think. I can’t wait ’til this weekend to start setting up my room and playing with the net … yay yay. So we hung out there for an hour or two, and then he went to Joe’s for a Super Bowl party, and I went to Brad’s for a little bit (and then back to school).

Brad’s was cool — when I called his cell (he has a Scooby Doo ringtone!) his mom answered ’cause he was in the shower, so talked to her for a few minutes, which was nice. She yelled to Brad that I was on the phone and if I could stop by, and he was like yeah of course. I got there 5 minutes later, so said hi to her and waited for like a minute while he found a shirt Then he basically just showed me some songs on his computer that I gotta download, gave me some chicken and wild rice soup from KSB that he says is really good (haven’t tried it yet) … and yeah. Then he had to go to Jai’s (and I to school), so he walked me to my car and we said night and stuff. Might stop by again on Friday or something on the way back, too *shrugs* We’ll see what happens.

Anyway, it’s almost time to go sign in … but I’ll get on around 11 as usual. So ttys!

I’m done with anatomy! OMG, I’m so happy … that stupid lab took me like 5 hours yesterday and 5 hours tonight to do. I am so starting the next lab as soon as I can — no more waiting around, lol. And now I don’t have to use the extension. Go me. And the only homework I have for the weekend so far is crap for English, but I’ll probably get more tomorrow. Hopefully not a lot, though. I think I saw for Spanish I have to write an oral, and a hervruta for philosophy is coming up soon … but I think that’s all. Yay. And maybe something for statistics, but that’ll be easy. Anyway, my back hurts from sitting on the floor so long looking up definitions of spinal nerves, lol … so gonna go to bed soon. Adios!

Both lunch and dinner were gross tonight. Lunch was tuna, so I ended up having cereal, a peanut butter sandwich, and vegetable soup. Then dinner was breakfast, which all the freshman like for some reason and the seniors hate, so for that I had hash browns, fruit salad, and another peanut butter sandwich. I was pissed they didn’t have yogurt or the salad bar open like they usually do. Grr.

Yoga was fine today, though it was in the gym instead of Fox/Hound. We learned some new poses, but it wasn’t that effective because of the cold. This morning the radio said the wind chill was -10 … I was like great. And it definitely feels like it. I guess it’s good, though, ’cause if the temperature’s in the teens they close the barn … so no riding. Yay.

I wanna come home tomorrow! Stupid Poetry Festival. At least I can leave on Saturday. And I would be coming home Monday, too, but I have both riding and yoga that day, so I can’t. Blah. My dad said he moved the clothes from my closet to the new house, so that’s cool. I can’t wait to start setting up my room … except it needs to be painted first. No way I’m having toy train wallpaper and different colored walls, lol. And I’m excited about the wireless internet! I can’t wait ’til I’m on break and I can just relax and get online anywhere in and around the house I want Hehe, yay.

It was really convenient how I stayed up to 2 am last night working on my anatomy lab due tomorrow — then she tells us we can have an extension to Monday if we need it, but only if we realize she might not be able to correct it in time for the test. Um, no? If I spent all that time on it, I’m definitely turning it in tomorrow and getting it over with — no use in having it sit around, and less homework Sunday night

Anyway, gonna go do something … either surf for a bit or continue working. Work work work. Never ending … but the weekend’s soon, so that’s good. Might be going out to dinner with Erica and Leslie and everyone tomorrow night. We’ll see if they invite me, lol. Well, adios!

OMG it’s cold outside. So cold that they’ve canceled riding for today and tomorrow, and with any luck they will Friday, too *crosses fingers* I hate riding when it’s freezing. There’s like random sheets of ice lying around, lol.

I somehow managed to catch my dad before he was called back for jury duty — the verdict? I’m getting out of here Saturday at 3:30 and coming back Sunday the usual time. And maybe Monday (the day the truck’s coming) after school if they’re feeling nice. So yay, glad that’s worked out.

Finally figured out how to do my lab … I’m maybe 1/4 done now, but if I work on it all day today and tomorrow I should be fine by Friday. Have to write my Emma paper tonight, too. Blah. But it’s easy.

Anyway, g2g to English now — bye!

Okay, my new thing is text messaging. Hehe. So I went upstairs to do my anatomy lab that’s due Friday, but couldn’t do much ’cause the stupid directions were like reading Greek. As usual. So I quit and just decided to ask her tomorrow during class. Gah, I hate her labs … they’re interesting … but a pain in the butt to do ’cause they don’t make sense. Geez. And you wonder why people fail her class?

Anyway, back on track — I figured the computers would be taken, so I somehow got the idea to try out my cell’s text messaging. First I messaged my dad ’cause he had the same kind of phone, so I knew it would work. And it did, so yay. Then I messaged Brad ’cause I knew he’d be up, but had a different phone. And that worked too! So we talked on there for like 5 minutes until he told me it cost him 10 cents a message and to just get online. LOL. But he taught me how to do lowercase text, which was good to know … but with my phone not having a text predictor (grr), it’s pretty much useless if you have the net. I so hate waiting for each letter to set, lol.

Then Erica comes in and tells me to come watch Elimadate with them, so I finish my message, come down and find a surprisingly unoccupied computer (yay) … and here I am!

This is random … but Sookie invited me to Korea for spring break! I told her I wasn’t sure ’cause of senior project and all that crap … but Erica’s going, so I just might if that doesn’t work out. Not like my dad would go for the $700 plane ticket haha … but hey, I can dream So yay.

The water’s back to normal now, which I’m very glad about. It’s amazing what you can miss once it’s gone, lol.