Okay I’m getting really tired of this. It’s been like 6 frickin’ months, and Brian still doesn’t love me. This is the longest I’ve been in a relationship without breaking up or getting in a big fight — but how am I supposed to be reassured that he really cares and wants to be with me for awhile if he won’t say the three magic words? I mean, he’s definitely acted like he does … but I need to hear it, dammit.

And then today I sent him a survey, in which one of the questions was “who do you love?” I, of course, put his name, but then he puts, “I *love* everyone.” WTF is up with that? *sigh* Even Brad would put me now. When he already has a girlfriend. Or something. I’m trying not to be selfish … but come on. All my other boyfriends have said it in like a month, max. And now this … is this normal? *cries* And of course none of my good guy friends are on for me to talk to … It’s like the song … “will you still love (or like in Brian’s case) me tomorrow?”