Blah … I’ve done nothing today except sleep, and I’m still tired. I even went to bed around 12:15 last night. Got up (which was really hard to do) at 7:30 for morning meeting, then went back to sleep for 3 hours, had lunch, and now I’m here. Haven’t studied at all, and don’t feel like it ’cause the only exam I have tomorrow is English at 2 (get to sleep in!), which will be easy, and then I have all of Sunday to study for microbiology on Monday. Then Tuesday is architecture … dunno when I have Spanish. Hmm, should find that out.

I wonder where Brian is … he said he’d be on around 10:30. Ah well, hope his interview went well. Oh yeah, and I got out of grounding — at least when I told Jane that Ms. Bergan said I wasn’t she nodded like “okay.” So yay, I’ll be able to get out for a little bit on Sunday.

Anyway, I’m gonna go. Might even go back to sleep, or study a little and then sleep *shrugs* I’ll be on probably every few hours … I’m too lazy to go get my computer Bye!

Ow, I’m still sore from riding on Tuesday. WTF? Not fun. My arms hurt so much when we did these push-up-like exercises in yoga. Haha, and it was funny — at the end of every class we lie there for a few minutes to relax, and someone actually fell asleep and started snoring. Everyone was cracking up … though I agree it’s hard to stay awake

And Neil’s talking to me again. OMG he is so weird. And doesn’t seem as depressed as usual, but I doubt that’ll last long.

Ooh, and I’m excited about tonight … we have a surprise dorm party for this girl’s birthday, and then during study hall I’m painting my fractal with Sarah. Sure beats sitting in my room trying to think of something to do. And tomorrow’s reading day … it sucks that we have morning meeting at 8 frickin’ am (I wanna sleep in!) … and going back to bed just isn’t the same. Ah well … maybe it’ll motivate me to actually meet with teachers. Fuck, and I forgot to tell to Jane about not being grounded … remind me to do that at morning meeting tomorrow.

Also remind me to call Nicole (PacSun manager) soon … gotta know my work hours.

Umm, yeah. Well, not much else is up, so I’m gonna go have dinner and take a shower now. Adios ’til tonight

Today’s schedule sucks. And even though I slept ’til 12 yesterday and had a sleep-in this morning, I’m still tired ’cause I went to bed at frickin’ 4 am. First of all, I wasn’t really tired, Brad and other people were online (so was talking to them), and then I almost forgot about my laundry, which I ended up doing around 3:30. Blah.

And then, it’s really warm today — so the snow’s gonna melt. I’m also pissed ’cause people took some of my stuff in architecture, like my tracing pens and eraser and white out and probably something else. Just what I need for the exam on Tuesday.

Anyway … I g2g now and work on my discrete project … fun fun. Painting’s gonna take forever. Well, see ya.

OMG … don’t tell me I just wrote that really long post and it didn’t publish … ! WTF? Well, I basically just said that today was good and bad (go ice storm, but then everything went down), Brad sent me 2 poems he wrote about me when we were together (’cause I mentioned that Brian wrote me one … and Brian still rocks and Brad doesn’t), the guy who keeps emailing me from Hot or Not is 32 (what is with 40-year-olds liking me?), and I’m going to bed soon.

If you want me to elaborate on any of the above, just IM me … no way I could replicate my wonderful post that got erased, lol. How the fuck did that happen? I mean, come on, I pressed “Post & Publish!”

Stupid AIM link system that won’t open in a new window, thus erasing my post … lol, but oh well. I didn’t have too too much written, so I can deal. Okay, where was I …

Today was okay. Riding sucked, of course, ’cause I rode Dewey … man I don’t get along with that horse. Whenever I ride him he always refuses jumps, won’t bend, runs away with me, etc. And then I get frusturated — past years I’ve started crying, lol. Grr. But oh well. I probably won’t ride him for a long time, if they can help it. I hate how I feel like a beginner all over again on him. Then they wanted me to have one good ride, so they put me on Carousel, who I’ve never jumped and ridden once. So of course I was still freaked out from Dewey and couldn’t ride him well. I wasn’t ready to just let go and trust him to do all the work … so I misjudged all my distances, thus giving no release … blah. Then Katherine gets on Dewey and scares the crap out of him, so he somewhat behaved for her. Hopefully it’ll be better next time. But anyway.

So after that I had micro, served lunch, and double Spanish. Micro was okay … we basically just sat there and reviewed for the exam. Gotta remember to find out when I have what exams. Served lunch was fine, for once they didn’t have tuna sandwiches (yuck) with vegetable soup. Instead they had ham and cheese, which was good. So I had that and my usual coffee and cookie. Hehe.

Umm, then Spanish was okay too. We read more boring and depressing stories from the book, had our break, and then went over what was gonna be on the exam. It was stupid, there was one part she hadn’t taught us, and was like, oh this is easy. Um, no — no one had any idea what she was talking about, ’cause it was totally contradicting the other method we’d learned a few days ago. Grr, I hate how she randomly expects us to know stuff or quickly pick up on it. But oh well — I can always guess

Then what … then I checked my box and I got a thing from Lindsay about Julie and the senior slide show, and then the dreaded pink grounding sheet, but good thing I can get out of it. ‘Cause it’d suck if I couldn’t go to Middleburg on Sunday. Then I went online for a few hours, took a shower, went to dinner (I had all vegetables lol … go me?), and now I’m here. And I think I’m getting a sore throat, but that’s probably from riding in the freezing cold. Great. Yeah … and I think that’s all. For study hall I’m going to Schoolhouse to work on architecture and Spanish with Erica … she better not get me sick! I’ll be so pissed if she does lol … this is so not the time … it’s almost exam, break, and work time … and Brian doesn’t need to get sick either. Well, time will tell. Anyway, don’t have much else to write, so adios ’til next time.

And *hugs* to Brian … hope he finds some food

Okay, well IE isn’t loading, so I’m writing this in Notepad instead. Oh well … at least AIM’s working.

So yoga started today, and it actually wasn’t the bad. I like the teacher, and she takes it pretty seriously, though some of the students don’t. And it does make you relaxed, but today it kinda sucked ’cause we were in the gym where it was freezing.

Blah, and I have riding tomorrow … don’t wanna go. It’s gonna be all cold and nasty, and it’s in the morning … *cries* … lol. Maybe I should just take yoga as my sport … but I know I shouldn’t, even if the cold sucks. Yeah … then I went to dinner, which was okay. I had turkey with bread, a sweet potato, and warm applesauce (hehe). Then Erica and Leslie proceeded to go off in their world and leave me behind, so I was like okay screw them, and now I’m here. I have a crapload of reading to do tonight, so gonna start that soon. And why hasn’t Brad been on in like a week? He usually gets on every few days, but not recently. Oh well, it’s not like I need to care or anything.

Umm … oh yeah, and I really hope I don’t get sick. Like half the senior class is, and I think Erica might ’cause she was hanging out with Becca all weekend, who just got sick today … so grr.

And I’m gonna restart now ’cause I want the net to work … so brb … and I’m back, but IE’s still down. WTF? Ohh now I know why … I just got an email from Ms. Blue saying that everyone who wants to use the internet must log on using an authentication applet page thing … umm huh? What’s the point of that? Does it record what sites we go to or something? Geez … what’s with all the frickin’ restrictions?

Aww, and Brian wrote me another poem … and it’s not lame … at least not to me It made my day better though.

K my dad needs to stop getting my hopes up so much. I was convinced that the letter from Goucher today was a notification, but no, it was just stuff about riding. Why did they need to hand-address that then? Geez … oh well.

Well today was okay. Basically finished architecture and my paper, and then met Brian at Fair Oaks. We didn’t do much except walk around and buy a pretzel and icee drink thing towards the end. We also looked for a shirt for him, but they didn’t have the right one. Yeah … and the bus ride back was annoying. The underclassmen were being stupid as usual, and then traffic was at a standstill for like 10 minutes getting into Aldie for some unknown reason. So we got back at like 7:50. I also think I fell asleep on the bus for about 5 minutes … ’cause one minute I was listening to “Heaven” on my discman, and the next song I remember was “I’m Still Here,” though “Crawling In the Dark” was in between those *shrugs*

And my stomach kinda hurts — I drank like 1/4 of my 2-liter bottle of ginger ale during study hall … blah. I might make Cup Noodles later tonight, but that depends on how late I stay up and if I feel better. If Brian gets on before 10:45, I’ll just go and finish my paper and then go to sleep. But if not, I’ll finish my paper, get on the dorm computer, and then go to sleep. Or something … or maybe I won’t ’cause I’m kinda tired … *yawns* Um anyway … yeah … yoga starts tomorrow … hope that goes well. And I have 4 free periods in a row, but Sarah and I are gonna use 2 of them to start our discrete project finally. So yay for that I guess. And there’s not much else to say, so I’m gonna go now … adios.