K … so I was talking to Brad last night, and at first he doesn’t talk much ’cause Neusha’s friend is in the hospital and needs a heart transplant. Which sucks. I don’t know what I’d do if that happened to me … but probably the same … crying to whoever would listen … aka my boyfriend. So yeah, he was all like comforting her and stuff. Which is good.

But when she gets off (or something), he starts talking to me more, and we do our little update thing (Jenni’s moving out … which I think is cool) … and I told him about my moving ordeal. He was like, woah, then goes into this whole thing about not liking Brian. Which I expected. No one likes him except my family. He was like, “I was so about ready to punch him … him referring to you as ‘my girlfriend’ instead of ‘Claire’ was pissing me off.” Then he’s like, “would you have gotten mad if I’d decked him and gotten you outta there?” LOL, I was like no, but I’d feel really bad.

And aww, at one point I commented that I was cold, and he said he was also, and that he wished he could hold me. I’m like yeah, that’d be really nice … so apparently (if he even remembers), the next time his parents are out of town we’re having a long night by the fire … with cuddling and stuff. Aw. I can’t wait, haha … that’s like, my number one favorite thing to do in the winter. But knowing him, something will go screwy, I’ll get paranoid, etc. … ’cause that’s what always happens. But then again, ya never know. Damn, I wish it was Thanksgiving break. I need to figure stuff out … but Brad was like no, just keep it as it is right now … everyone’s stressed out enough already. And that couldn’t be more true.

Oh yeah, and why the hell does he remember his anniversary with her, but not me? Bitch … next time he gets on I’m gonna ask. And why don’t the fuckin’ stupid past entries update with the rest of the page? It did that before! Okay, now I’m pissed. WTF happened to this place?