Oct. 28th, 2002 @ 7:32 pm:

OMG, the library is so fuckin’ hot! It wasn’t like this before, wasn’t it? And I’m pissed, the internet has been down all day — I hate it when this happens — I gotta talk to people! *sigh* I hope it’s up by 9:45 … ’cause I’ve been doing work all day for lack of anything better to do, and I really don’t wanna have to continue that routine after study hall. Which is the time when Brad and Brian are usually on. Who are the two people I need to talk to most. Grr. Stupid technology. It’s so nice when things stop working right when you need them to the most.

Speaking of which … last year is happening all over again, to state it simply. Okay, so I spend all of Friday night with Brad since I’m not there when Erica calls. At first I was just going to see his car (which does look cool) and have him make me a techno CD, but that little bit of time turns into a lot when we’re in his car waiting for his mom and he asks me if I’d like to have dinner with him and Jai. I’m like okay, why not — Erica probably won’t be done ’til after then anyway. So we pass a couple hours by playing around on his computer, then we pick up Jai, have Chinese (of course) at Dulles Town Center, and buy some DVDs at Suncoast. Then we go to Jai’s crazy technical house and watch Mallrats. Which was cool. The only thing that wasn’t cool was it raining all night, haha. It was so freakin’ cold — and it had to be the night I didn’t think to bring anything more than a sweatshirt. But oh well. I survived. So yeah.

Woah I just wrote a lot, and I should be doing my Spanish now, but screw that Umm, what else … Saturday I spent half the day at school for Parent’s Weekend crap, then see Jackass (umm, interesting movie … I will never eat another snowcone ) with Brian and Erica (which Brad says he invited me to see with him, but I vaguely remember … oh well … Ash says he also invited her, but she was like um no … I’m … grounded … *coughBScough*). Sarah was supposed to come too, but she had to have dinner in Middleburg at the last minute, so again it didn’t work out.

As for impressions, Erica doesn’t really like Brian … but hey, she hasn’t liked any of my guys, so who knows. Umm … what else. Yeah, Brian gets pissed about me seeing Brad, which isn’t surprising.

And okay, I’m getting hot again and my eyes feel weird, so I’m gonna go now and post more later … adios.

Geez, I haven’t even gotten to the part that’s like last year. Blah. Too much typing

And fuck, this couch is really short.

Ooh, and the Tekno CD rocks

Okay, I’m about to freakin’ shoot somebody. Necesito el internet! *is pissed* LOL.

Okay, I’m back, and it’s still fuckin’ hot and the net is still down. WTF. I mean, are Ms. Gamboa and Ms. Blue really that busy? Geez. They should teach me how to fix stuff like this so everyone doesn’t have to wait around for them. Blah … and I don’t feel like typing a big long thing … so basically I’m stuck — again — between two guys. Brian and Brad. I have to choose one, and of course each one has their own pros and cons *cries* This sucks. If only Brad hadn’t broken up with me the first time way back when.