I’m sick of being here already. And it’s only been, what, 2 days? *sigh* I’ve been reading all day (why can’t I read fast?), and have a headache or something from that. I also just ate a bunch of cheese pretzel things, and now I feel really gross. Blah. I dunno why, but I already feel like I did last year — depressed and sick and tired and like nothing’s worth it. Or something. Oh well … knowing me, I’ll probably be fine in the morning, and then have it happen all over again tomorrow night I hate this. Am I pathetic or what?

Anyway, onto something happier … Erica’s guy Schue is so cute. She’s always so happy when they’re talking, he’s actually willing to call her long-distance, he leaves her songs in his profile, and he wanted me to ask her if she was interested in a long-distance relationship, and all this other stuff. I’m jealous. She “claims” she doesn’t like him, but I know she does, and if he comes to VA like he says he will for some break (aww), they’re so gonna start dating, lol I know it. And she’s all embarrassed about going online just to wait for him, and I was like well you’re not alone, I’ve done that a million times. But I’m happy for her, she needs a guy.

Okay … well I dunno what else to write. Tomorrow’s Friday … which I would be happy about if I was at home, but not here. I’ll be happy on the 8th, when I can see Brian again. Or whenever I can come home. Or when all this stupid required leadership crap is over. I dunno … I guess it’s just sinking in now that everything I hate about school is happening again, and will be for the next 6 months or however many it is ’til June 6 when I can get out of here *sigh*

Well, it’s not like anything’s gonna change soon, so I’m gonna go … bye.