Fuck … Brad still likes me. WTF? It was his idea to break up with me in the first place. And now he’s all regretful (if that’s even a word). I hate all this drama that keeps happening, why does he keep doing this? I couldn’t believe he said the “hot lovin’” thing. And if there’s some girl at Mason, shouldn’t he go talk to her? Grr. I mean yeah, we’re friends, but he’s obviously trying to make it more than that. Geez, and he knows I have Brian. What’s with that? I feel guilty even having that conversation with him *sigh* Like Meg Ryan says in French Kiss, guys are bastards.

And today sucks … it’s all gross and rainy and cold, and I read a little earlier but ended up falling asleep … I dunno why, but I’m still tired, even though I got like 10 hours of sleep last night. Blah. Oh well … I’m gonna go now …