Okay, I’m tired. When I get home I call Shaune, and Willi answers, and says they’re lost out in the middle of nowhere looking for some party, and that she’ll call me when they get back to Arlington. But no. I wait around for 1 1/2 hours, and then when I’m about to fall asleep on the couch (from watching TV), I check online, and Shaune’s left me like 10 messages saying to come to Louie’s, to call her, etc *sigh* I’m always in the right place at the wrong time. But oh well, her loss. I left her like 10 messages in reply saying that I was about to pass out, to tell me about it later, and leave me details on the party. So yeah … *yawns* Who knows how tomorrow’s gonna go. I have no idea what’s going on.

And tonight with Brian was pretty cool … watched The Fast and the Furious, had dinner with his parents (which went well … I think), went biking … among “other” things. Trying not to be paranoid and think that guys care only about sex, ’cause sometimes it seems that way. But, of course, I’m probably just making a big deal out of nothing, in the morning I’ll be fine, and everything will be happy again.

And Brad, you can go to hell. You might be a nice friend, but you turned out to be a crappy boyfriend — since I still haven’t gotten it out of my head that things aren’t always how they seem. Especially with relationships *sigh*

Well … I’m going to bed. And hoping that my dad doesn’t wake up and kill me for being up at 3. Oh no, like I haven’t done that before.

Oh yeah, and Heidi signed my guestbook at WNC! Yay! I haven’t talked to her in a long time, and a few days ago I remembered her and her site and paid THD a visit. So yeah. Gotta say hi to her again. Speaking of which, I gotta call my new girl … and start a new freakin’ book for summer reading. Fun. And I still can’t remember what it’s called.