Okay, so I just registered for the SATs on November 2nd. Cool. Now I just gotta go over the practice SAT. And somehow figure out how to speed-read through about 700 pages by Tuesday, haha … even though we probably won’t have a test on the first day *crosses fingers* Though I’m sure I’ll be fine.

And last night was awesome — I got off campus (and saw Brian)! I was surprised they let me leave since I did earlier this week, but hey, more power to them. Even though I got back late and was locked outside my dorm for about 10 minutes. But luckily Mr. Mohler came after not too long and got the idea to walk around the dorm and see if anyone was awake. Becca and some other people were, so they let me in Yay. And a word of advice: don’t see the movie “feardotcom.” It’s really bad! I thought it looked okay from the preview, but I guess not. Brian said it was better than Blair Witch — though it’s the other way around for me And before that (yes, I’m going backwards) we had dinner (which was awesome) at Sino’s, this Chinese restaurant. They had a cool appetizer where they bring you meat on sticks with a little grill so you can heat it up if you want. I was like, yay And for the main dish I got orange chicken, which was also good (though I forgot the box at Brian’s … so no Chinese for lunch today ).

Anyway, it’s almost lunchtime, so I’m gonna go — bye!

Okay, getting up at 8 am today was pointless. So far all I’ve done is get my Prefect shirt and letter (lol, my dad typed it) … and now I’m just sitting here ’cause there’s nothing to do. Guess I should go register for the SATs or something … so TTYL.

I’m sick of being here already. And it’s only been, what, 2 days? *sigh* I’ve been reading all day (why can’t I read fast?), and have a headache or something from that. I also just ate a bunch of cheese pretzel things, and now I feel really gross. Blah. I dunno why, but I already feel like I did last year — depressed and sick and tired and like nothing’s worth it. Or something. Oh well … knowing me, I’ll probably be fine in the morning, and then have it happen all over again tomorrow night I hate this. Am I pathetic or what?

Anyway, onto something happier … Erica’s guy Schue is so cute. She’s always so happy when they’re talking, he’s actually willing to call her long-distance, he leaves her songs in his profile, and he wanted me to ask her if she was interested in a long-distance relationship, and all this other stuff. I’m jealous. She “claims” she doesn’t like him, but I know she does, and if he comes to VA like he says he will for some break (aww), they’re so gonna start dating, lol I know it. And she’s all embarrassed about going online just to wait for him, and I was like well you’re not alone, I’ve done that a million times. But I’m happy for her, she needs a guy.

Okay … well I dunno what else to write. Tomorrow’s Friday … which I would be happy about if I was at home, but not here. I’ll be happy on the 8th, when I can see Brian again. Or whenever I can come home. Or when all this stupid required leadership crap is over. I dunno … I guess it’s just sinking in now that everything I hate about school is happening again, and will be for the next 6 months or however many it is ’til June 6 when I can get out of here *sigh*

Well, it’s not like anything’s gonna change soon, so I’m gonna go … bye.

Fuck … Brad still likes me. WTF? It was his idea to break up with me in the first place. And now he’s all regretful (if that’s even a word). I hate all this drama that keeps happening, why does he keep doing this? I couldn’t believe he said the “hot lovin’” thing. And if there’s some girl at Mason, shouldn’t he go talk to her? Grr. I mean yeah, we’re friends, but he’s obviously trying to make it more than that. Geez, and he knows I have Brian. What’s with that? I feel guilty even having that conversation with him *sigh* Like Meg Ryan says in French Kiss, guys are bastards.

And today sucks … it’s all gross and rainy and cold, and I read a little earlier but ended up falling asleep … I dunno why, but I’m still tired, even though I got like 10 hours of sleep last night. Blah. Oh well … I’m gonna go now …

OMG, I’m so tired. Dunno why, probably from running around all day. I’m definitely going to bed early tonight, and sleeping in tomorrow. Even though I have nothing at all to do except unpack more, I probably won’t come home — not like they’d let me, anyway. You know, I shouldn’t have even come back tonight — the meeting was boring (as usual), pointless, and over in less than an hour. Grr. But oh well. Definitely not worth the traffic I had to sit in to get through Gilbert’s Corner. And the flat tire I got when I stupidly hit the curb too hard while parking. That was not fun. I had to call a tow truck and get them to take the car to the Citgo service station, and ended up waiting about 30 minutes for them to fix it (for a total of $53 — $47 for the truck and $6 for the actual labor). Hmm. And they didn’t even completely fix it — next I come home I basically have to get all new tires, ’cause the guy said they were worn unevenly from improper alignment, bad shocks, or a combination of the two. And since the front left tire was the best, I should take that off and use it as the new spare, and then replace the remaining 3 and match them to the kind of tire that I got today. So yeah. I should also get the oil changed. Blah … umm, what else? Erica gave me the funniest, really late birthday present, hehe — a stuffed hamster that sings “I’m Too Sexy.” LOL. Anyway … I’m about to fall asleep now, so I’m gonna go — bye!

Oh man, a lot has happened in the past 24 hours.

Okay, well the Sugarcult concert was last night, and it was so awesome! The first band who opened for them, Wakefield, were pretty good — better than the Riddlin’ Kids who were the second opener, hehe. Though their song “I Feel Fine” is cool to hear live. The first two played for about 30 minutes each, so by the time Sugarcult got on it was like 12 or something But it was worth it, ’cause they played all my favorite songs (”Pretty Girl” … lighter time!, “Daddy’s Little Defect,” “Bouncing Off the Walls,” etc.) and I got some merchandise (t-shirt, pins, CD, stickers) and a couple of their autographs. I couldn’t find the bass and guitar players after the show, which kinda sucked … but that just means I’ll have to go to another one of their shows to finish that task — which is definitely not something to complain about Even Brian likes them now, when before he’d never heard of them. So yay Yeah, it was just an awesome night, I was rockin’ out to all the songs, getting as much out of my last day of summer as I could — nothing being better than spending it with Brian and music. Hehe.

Oh yeah, and Brian, sorry that I wasn’t on earlier today — packing takes forever, especially when you think you’re running late. And guess what? I might be able to come home this week! After tomorrow, there’s no required leadership stuff that I have to do … so if not overnight, I’ll at least be able to drive in for the day, which would rock. I’ll find out tomorrow if I can. So yeah, just wanted to tell you that, ’cause I know you’d be happy *hugs* By the way, do you have that pic that Jasmeen took of us? I know you said it’s not that good, but I still wanna see it And semi-formal is October 19 — hopefully that won’t interfere with your football … hehe.

And today has been long … ’cause I’ve had to drive here and move in and carry stuff around and put stuff away. But it’s cool ’cause my room is awesome, I have A/C, and I’m finally a senior. I have “homework” to do tonight — read a 5-page thing that’s supposed to “inspire” us. Haha. But oh well. It’s easy. And I’m not alone with all the summer reading I have left to do — almost everyone I know is either in my place or further behind it So I think that’s good. Maybe.

Umm … what else. Oh yeah, out of all the stuff I brought, I forgot the PSAT test. I’m so pissed, ’cause last night I kept telling myself to remember it, but no. But if I come home this week, it’ll be all good.

Anyway, well I should probably go to bed now since I gotta get up tomorrow at 8 (whose freakin’ idea was it to take our ID and facebook pictures at 9 in the morning?) … so gotta shower and all that. Speaking of pictures … I just remembered that I gotta work on my senior page and start thinking about what I’m gonna do for my senior picture. Blah. But oh well … bye!

Ooh, and yay! According to here, Sugarcult’s coming to DC/VA again on November 24 and/or 25! And since that’s basically Thanksgiving, I’d definitely be home, so I could actually go for once, haha. ‘Cause usually when there’s a concert, I can’t go ’cause of stupid school. But not this time Awesome. Well, unless I go to New York and Connecticut again … which is probably what will happen … grr.

Shaune needs to get on so I can figure out why she’s always calling Brian. And I hope I didn’t piss anyone off when I came in today — there was a faculty meeting in the library, and Ms. Blue had to come and unlock the lab for me. But oh well … and yay, Grandma comes later today, and then it’s the concert … probably the last time I’ll see Brian for awhile