OMG … I just had the best night ever with Brian. Actually, the best night with any guy I think. Geez, this is crazy, I never knew I could feel like this lol.

Okay, first we had dinner at Bennigan’s, and that was cool ’cause we actually talked the whole time. Then we saw “The Sum of All Fears,” which was pretty good (during which I mustered up the courage to make the first move by taking his hand ). Then we went looking for Starbucks to get coffee, but that was closed, so we decided to go to his house — and his house is awesome!

He has this widescreen TV, wireless keyboard and mouse … and yeah, I dunno. It was just cool lol. Especially when watching “Whose Line Is It Anyway,” which was so incredibly funny, and then turning on the trance station and just laying with each other as it played. Man, it was so relaxing, and I finally felt truly happy after so many months of telling myself that I was, even when thoughts and events in the back of my mind clued me in otherwise *sigh* He’s so cute, hehe … he was like, jokingly, “when did you have to leave again?” LOL, I wanted to say never.

Anyway, well I’m gonna go to bed now and try to get some sleep. I also gotta look for jobs tomorrow … fun. But hey, it won’t be that bad, ’cause some of that will definitely be online, using the resume that Brian helped me make today, hehe. Plus, if I go to the mall, I can go shopping too, ’cause I have like $80 in Gap gift card money that is dying to be spent Bye!