Okay, so I come back from Fair Oaks and my life suddenly sucks *cries* Brad and I are apparently over. For good. He even said that recently, before today, he thought of me as a close friend more than a girlfriend. Fuck, I can’t believe this is happening. So all the times we talked about being together forever/getting married didn’t mean anything? And what about Tech weekend, which was so great? And what about the last time we hung out like a week ago … god, we were fooling around like nothing was wrong … and now he’s like, Claire, I’m really sorry, but I’m gonna be really busy for the next month or two, and I’m already worried that I’m neglecting you … but whatever happens, I still wanna be your close friend, no matter what kind of relationship we have *sigh* Everyone says I deserve better … but no one knows him like I do … and it sucks when you’ve been in love with someone for over a year, and they suddenly turn around and end it like nothing ever mattered *sigh* I’m gonna go cry now …