Well, Brad has again disappeared. He hasn’t been on in like 2 days. God, if he keeps doing this, I’m really thinking about ending it with him. Or at least “taking a break.” I clearly told him after the first time that if he randomly goes away like this, to call me or something, but does he do it? No! I’m sick of always waiting around for him, planning my life around when he might be online. Am I pathetic or what? Do all guys do this? *sigh* Either they don’t call, or call too much. Why can’t there be a balance?

Not that there’s anything else I could be doing since I’m always stuck at school, but then again if I were at home I’d probably be doing the same thing. Maybe Shaune’s right about him — I don’t deserve him and could do better. Man, I hate saying that … ’cause it just kills everything he’s mentioned about marriage, etc. … but yeah. I guess it’s better to end it now than later … *cries* As the saved email of his to Ashley is named … what a bitch.