I feel weird for some reason … like half of me is really happy, and the other is depressed. WTF? I was fine until my computer started being crappy during study hall and then I came down here to everyone being in a bad mood *sigh*

And Brad might be sick … just hope he gets better before this weekend (Tech). And what? I’m talking to him now online, and I said, “I miss you,” and he’s like, “I know, you’ll see me in like 5 days” … but he didn’t say it back. Am I being paranoid again, or does it mean something? *sigh* I dunno … and for some reason, Tech is starting to look like less and less of a Brad-only trip, if that makes sense. Oh well … grr, I have to write my English paper tomorrow. It’s only 5 pages, but some reason people are hyping it up to be hard … and I also have to do my labs, as well as whatever else homework they decide to dump on me *sigh … wants to just lay in Brad’s arms forever*

Oh man … I feel sick. I’m hungry, but I’m not. I’m tired, and dizzy, but dunno if I can fall asleep. Bah … I hate “that time of the month.” Oh well, I’m glad it’s Friday, though. Even though tomorrow I have to take the freakin’ SATs. Oh well … that night I can see Brad, and maybe even go to GMU with him to see an opera, so that’ll be cool *sigh* I’m pissed about The Calling concert though — how come every time there’s a concert I wanna go to, it’s either during the week or on a closed weekend? Grr. It’s so annoying. And I dunno why, but I really need some peace and quiet right now, but people all around me are talking. Yet I can’t go anywhere else and still be online. Oh well … maybe more mellow music will help … bye for now.

P.S. Does anyone else really want the Blogger shirt? LOL, I do.

Woah dude, I have a single next year! That’s kinda cool — haha, and it’s gonna be funny ’cause I’ve told like everyone I know that I’m rooming with Erica. LOL, oh well. The room is a little small, but I don’t mind. It’ll be just like living in Court, except without Jackie there. It needs some brightening up, too, but I’ll be able to work with that. A few misty lights, a lava lamp, some glow-in-the-dark stars, and various things from Spencer’s gifts will make it all cool So yay. Well, g2g to bed now, but talk to everyone later!

Yeah, I’m smart. I just failed my algebra test, Spanish quiz, and basically my chemistry quiz. Watch me get my history test back today, with a big fat 60 on it, too *cries* Why do I keep riding this grade-wave instead of having a steady range? *sigh* Today is not going well … aside from the fact that whenever I come up with the start of a good poem, I always forget it before I have a chance to write it down (i.e., last night).

*sigh* Well, off to lunch I go …