*sigh* Today at dinner people started singing “Stand by Me” … and that got me all depressed ’cause it’s one of Brad’s favorite songs. And then during study hall tonight, after doing everything due tomorrow, I just sat and watched videos, played DDR, and read through Brad and I’s old AIM conversations. I almost started crying when I stumbled across the marriage one … everything was so sweet and cute and just … perfect … but, like I’ve come to realize, perfection is just an illusion of hope *sighs again* I hope this whole thing gets sorted out soon … somehow … with us still together …

By the way, the song that describes me right now is “My Goodbyes” by Saliva. Go and download it.

Why can’t school be over?