Everyone I know wants me to break up with Brad, except Sarah, who just wants me to follow my heart. Shaune really wants me to end it, and I’m guessing Jose does too … though how much I don’t know, ’cause he still likes me for some reason. I’m thinking of meeting him at Fair Oaks today ’cause there’s a trip there … but knowing my luck, watch him not get online. Oh well … I dunno what else to say … except I got my SAT scores today and I got an 1160. My dad said that’s good … but *shrugs* … I guess it’s decent. I failed my chemistry test too … and have a Spanish one at 1:30. Which I doubt I’ll do any different on *sigh* But yeah … my life is crazy again … and I hate it ’cause one part of me wants to break up with “bitchboy,” and the other wants to hug him and never let go. God … I’m really starting to hate guys and all their little games.