I feel like shit. Brad is never on anymore. WTF does that mean? It’s like we don’t even know each other anymore. He gets on for like 2 seconds each day — and not the times when he says he’ll get on. God, I’m just so mad at him *sigh* I’m really tempted to write him a mean email all like, sorry for wanting to talk to you. Sorry if I’m an inconvenience to you … I really don’t wanna have to do this, but bye I’m sick of always waiting for him, having my moods controlled by what he does, wasting my time on him. Even though I don’t really have anything else to do … I’m thinking of just blocking him for like a week and seeing what he does about it. And it doesn’t help that I’m stuck here ’til the 7th, while he will be out having fun. And probably not even caring what’s going with me *sigh* I think I’m gonna go to sleep for 30 minutes ’til study hall starts … and then leave a really obvious away message up *shivers* Or just die from depression and coldness.