Today was okay I guess. Even though I did some stuff, I feel like something’s missing. Yeah, I did a ton of stuff site-wise and saw Brad for a few hours … I guess that’s what’s getting me, ’cause I only got to see him for like 2 … instead of 9/10 like it was on the weekend. I dunno … it was weird. For some reason it didn’t feel as like, comfortable as the previous 2 days’ visits had. I had half of a green St. Patrick’s Day bagel from KSB. When his dad came home I felt all uptight for some reason. I really don’t know why. I was fine before having dinner with his parents. And Brad didn’t seem too unaffectionate. I mean, he stood on the porch and waved until I drove away. And while watching TV he’d randomly kiss me and stuff … but *sigh* … who knows … maybe it’s knowing that I can’t see him until Friday that’s making me feel like this. But that shouldn’t bother me too bad, ’cause I’ve gone 2 weeks without seeing him … more than once. Or maybe it’s the fact that he was online for like 3 hours tonight, and we IMed each other for like 5 minutes of those 3 hours. Part of me is reassured ’cause I knew he had a ton of homework to do, but the other part of me isn’t … ’cause he’s like never online for that long anymore … and whenever he’s on at all, we have more interesting conversations … and yeah. Plus, the last week of school and the weekend were like, pure bliss, ’cause he was so sweet and caring towards me … and I dunno if today was an exception … I don’t want it to be … I don’t any day to be … I just hope this continues. I don’t want to fall into depression again, having people always wondering wtf is up with me. I wonder what Erica/Meg/Allena thought of Brad.