*sigh* Today was not good. I don’t know why, but I’m getting so sick of this place. Didn’t use my sleep-in, used up my free period with algebra instead of English, barely had enough time to finish my algebra test corrections … got a C on the chemistry test that I thought I did really well on, have a day to do my whole chemistry paper, almost started crying during my riding lesson ’cause I was screwing up so much and was stressed ’cause of everything else.

Also, Stacy Allison made a really good point during her speech. Her whole talk was good, actually. But yeah … she said that we need to tell the people in our lives that we love them … we can’t always assume that, because it’s something that needs to be heard, and we never know when our time is up. Another thing that got me was that right before her climb she went through a really hard divorce — and with her still being able to go and do that, with the image of him in the back of her mind … I just, I know I wouldn’t be able to do that. Me being all emotional and stuff.

I can’t believe I have to write my whole chemistry paper tomorrow. That’s gonna be hell. I don’t have enough time to start it now (though I would if I could stay up) … so yeah, that leaves tomorrow. And just my luck that chemistry is the first class of the day. Guess I can’t use my free periods to put any finishing touches on it … oh well. “My December” by Linkin Park is my song right now.