Damn, I need to post in here more. Anyway, right now I’m just chillin’ listening to “Manonam Racecar” and talking to Neil and Jose — my usual nighttime routine, hehe.

I gotta get some more content on here though … I wrote another poem, so that’ll be going up soon. As well as some of my graphic stuff if I ever stop being lazy enough to change them to jpegs. Right now I have about 2 changed, so yeah … gotta work on that so I can send some to Grandma, Grandpa, etc.

What’s good is that Neil’s finally accepted that I’m with Brad and that we’re just friends … the bad part is that he’s constantly depressed, and everytime I make him feel better, it only lasts for that night … the next day it happens all over again *sigh* Hopefully some awesome girl will come along and make his dreams come true again.

And omg, the second cut for the poetry festival is tomorrow! I don’t care what Mrs. Thorndike says, I’m still gonna be nervous when I walk into that room, lol. But yeah … anybody who reads this (if people actually come here, hehe), wish me luck! Think I’m gonna need it …

Guess what? Things with Brad are getting better! He actually wants to do something with me this weekend! LOL … we’re gonna see either “The Mothman Prophecies” or “Ocean’s Eleven” on Saturday night, so yay. Hopefully this increased alone time with him will continue *crosses fingers* … and woah, if it’s not Neil having this huge crazy crush on me, it’s Jose. Geez! He called me today, though, which was cute. Shaune was like, aww! Hehe.