This is gonna be kinda short since I g2g to bed soon … but dude, today was cool. I had a double, no, triple free (no history!), no riding, and got to talk to Neil a lot too, which rocked! Too bad the rest of the week I have either a lesson or a general after school, but oh well. Wish I didn’t have to come back Sunday either, but hey, at least I’ll earn some brownie points with the riding people for actually coming to the meet Oh, and guess what? I get to see Da Vinci’s on Friday! Hopefully Shaune and I will be able to get our schedules coordinated so that we can catch either the 7:30 or 9:30 show, which will be awesome. So yay! Man, haven’t seen them perform in the longest time, so this’ll be good.

Brad-wise, I have NO idea what’s happening. We like never talk anymore ’cause he’s so busy with homework, being grounded, etc … so yeah … I dunno. And what’s weird is that Neil and I are talking like all the time now. I’m not saying that’s a bad thing (’cause I love talking to him), but it’s crazy ’cause he’s not my boyfriend, yet I sorta talk to him like he is, and I know he really likes me … but I dunno But man, he cares about me, like, I think the same as Brad does, if not more, which is kinda scary … but I dunno. Maybe I’m having Brad-withdrawal or something and am starting to have this crush on him (omg I feel really bad just saying that) … but geez. Okay. Must not fall in love with Neil, must not fall in love with Neil … omg, he just said he loved me *is surprised* What do I do? He said he really means it too (i.e., real love), like it grows more and more each day, everytime we talk … uhh … woah. He hasn’t even met me yet … never had a guy truthfully love me who’s not like, with me and stuff … don’t get me wrong, he’s a great guy … but yeah, ya know. As Taylor would say, gotta meet the person first

And I’m really not supposed to be online right now, but screw it. Ms. Heidi’s not up, nor is anyone who would care that I am (at least I don’t think there is). Besides, guy stuff is happening … and as you know all too well I never leave stuff like that unfinished …