Fuck … why isn’t the pop-up menu on the left working? *sigh* It worked fine yesterday. Stupid computers.

Aww look, Neil wrote me another poem! Man, I never knew I could affect somebody this much:

with 2 knives in my hands
how could anyone understand
the pain she put me through
im still alive because of you
i close my eyes for just a while
thinking of reasons why you make me smile
for reasons i will never know
ill catch your attentionn just dont let me go
i dont want to go down that cold river bend
my life with you, a really great friend

Okay, and wtf was up with Ms. Heidi making “quiet hours” tonight basically the same thing as study hall? I mean, she wouldn’t let me online, we couldn’t use the phones, she put the bottle doorstop thingy on my door, and just … grr. It was annoying ’cause I wanted to stay online all night, lol. Blah, and I have school tomorrow! *pouts* But oh well, at least I don’t have riding. My schedule’s still the same though. It’s not that bad, I just don’t have a double sleep-in or anything. And still have riding during the day, but guess you can’t really complain about that. Except in the winter it’s friggin’ cold. Well, people are gonna start making me go to “bed” soon … but dunno if I’ll get back on. I do need the sleep, but according to the Barenaked Ladies, who needs sleep? LOL.