Like the new layout? It took me forever ’cause I’m a perfectionist, lol.

But … *sigh* … last night I talked Brian out of killing himself, and now I’m trying to do the same with Neil. And it’s not going as smoothly … and he doesn’t seem to accept the fact that I care about him as a friend … he’s like, no, you have Brad, don’t burden yourself with me, blah blah … I dunno, I just hate seeing him depressed like this. It sucks. And omg, I don’t know why I’m up this late. I don’t feel tired at ALL, which is weird ’cause the past 2 nights I’ve stayed up ’til like 2:30.