Okay, I really hope that I’m just over-analyzing things again, but I think Brad’s mad at me. Earlier today after I got back from riding I IMed him just to say hi ’cause I was about to take a shower, but then he signed off without saying anything. And he never does that without at least replying … if he did do that intentionally, I don’t know what I did wrong! The only thing I can think of is that he found this site (’cause I gave him the link to the MusicTicker thing ’cause I was so happy I’d figured it out), and then read some of the Neil stuff below and freaked out. Geez, this is like an online journal, some of the stuff I might not mean, and most of it is just my random feelings at the moment, which change all the time. If he did read the Neil stuff, I’m sorry, but how would you feel if some random girl IMs you and starts basically showering you with compliments about how much they like you? You’d probably be a little surprised too, which is why I wrote that stuff … but yeah … *sigh* … hopefully I’m just jumping to conclusions (’cause I really don’t want him to be pissed at me after all that’s happened) … but if I were him, I’d probably get all hostile too *sigh again* I hope he gets on soon.

Okay, nevermind, everything’s fine! LOL … he said he didn’t get my message, so everything’s cool (I hope).