Holy fuck … Neil likes me too much! Look at the poem he wrote me:

lets walk in the snow
ill put your hands to my face
as the snow flakes fall
your body i will embrace
as night continues
the stars shine bright
can you please hold me closer
can you please hold me tight
i stare in your eyes
and talk to you the whole time
i suddenly realize
i wish you were mine
though i feel gone and lost forever
a broken heart i still have
i would treat you the best
as if you were the best i ever had
you make me happy
you make me glad
i will be always with you
and you never make me sad

Plus, he’s writing me a song. Me. Not Brad, but some random guy I’ve never met that’s really nice. Holy crap, this is crazy … don’t get me wrong, he’s a great friend (is actually Justin’s friend too), but damn … he’s like perfect haha. But so is Brad. Umm … conflict! LOL. And woah, now he’s making himself a buddy icon with my name on it. All I can say is woah … nobody’s ever liked me this much! And earlier he was like, I’m sorry, but I love you. I was like umm … explain? But then he said sorry and it was just that he really liked me. So yeah, it’s all good. Man, it’s gonna be weird when we meet. Damn, haha.