Well, I’m back at school, and Mrs. Heidi is making everyone go to bed at 11, regardless if they’re a leader or not. Huh? Oh well … guess I’ll need it since I’ve been staying up ’til 2 am every night, haha. Man, I can so not see myself being able to get up at 7:30 tomorrow morning … uh, help? LOL … at least I have my Brad bear to sleep with, hehe, so hopefully it won’t be that bad. Jose is asking me the randomest questions tonight (i.e., “if u had to fight anyone who will u fight?”) — the boy is weird, I just don’t know about him.

Today was pretty cool … besides having to come back to dreaded school. Got to see Brad for a few hours, which was needed We didn’t do much, hung out in my room, drove to the Ford dealer to get parts, and ate lunch at some cheap Chinese place (twice-cooked pork = spicy, yet good). Grr, wish he was on, though … gotta tell him about the coolest song I downloaded! It’s a techno remix of NIN’s “Closer” by Static-X. Me likes it! I also downloaded like 25 other songs, hehe … guess I’m starting on my download rampage again. It’s weird … after not talking to him for awhile it made me seriously start thinking of taking a break from dating guys for awhile, but then after talking to him on the phone and seeing him today, it made all that go away. I dunno, I’m still kinda skeptical, for some reason, I just can’t bring myself to trust him 100% after what he did. Sure, he’s sorry and knows that he was a bitch, but there’s this little part of me that can’t let go *sigh* I dunno … hopefully it’ll go away as our time together progresses. I miss him already though!

Yay, he’s on now But really tired, as usual … man, wish he wasn’t ’cause I know what that’s like, and hate it, but oh well … can’t really do anything about it. Aww, he just said he loves me … well, by “<3 you,” but ya know, yeah

Note to self: download more DDR songs!