Bah. Today is looking like another mellow day. It’s been raining/sleeting outside all day, and it’s supposed to start snowing later … so yeah. It’s good ’cause I want some freakin’ snow, but bad ’cause I gotta drive and get some stuff for school *sneezes* Ah well … I think I’m getting sick … or maybe I’m just allergic to my cats. Either way, I’m sneezing like crazy, haha.

Damn, why does Neil have to like me so much? Last night he was like, Claire … even though I just met you and I don’t know that much about you, I really like you … I was like aww … Mark said the same thing basically, except he’s known me longer and knows a little bit more, but still … I mean, it was really sweet and stuff, but geez, I have Brad … I think. I haven’t seen him since Wednesday, and he’s only called once after seeing my name on the caller ID, so I dunno — I’m having second thoughts about this “trying it again” thing … does he really care and want to make it work? Or is he just gonna go hide out working on his car all day again … *sigh* I don’t know … part of me wants to call it quits, part of me wants to try the single thing for awhile, and the other part wants to meet both Mark and Neil and see how things go from there *sigh again* Is love supposed to be this hard? Well, I’m gonna go now and get my stuff for school, but I’ll ttyl — bye.