This is going to be really random but I don’t care:

“Electro-Shock Blues” by The Eels is my anthem. Get yours here.

I want Brad to get on … I’m so gonna bitch him out if he’s playing me again. I’ve gone through this too many times to need another crazy night, crying into the dark hours of the morning and wondering if life will ever be happy again. “Wherever You Will Go” by The Calling is my song right now, the video explains me … I just need to find my prince charming that will take me away from all this hate engulfing me. I can’t believe Shaune’s mad at me … she’s NEVER been mad at me for ANYTHING! God! I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. People always say to put your friends before guys … but, that’s easier said than done. I’m on the verge of tears … *sigh* … I shouldn’t be like this … I need to escape, but I don’t know how …