Well well well … look what Brad (my now ex) wrote to my friend Ashley after semi:

ou have no clue how much i wish you were here right now … i think you’re so hot, and i want you so badly … mmmm … and they way you felt against me when we hugged that night … omgosh, it made me want to sneak off with you somewhere …

I can’t believe I didn’t listen to Justin when he said he didn’t like the guy … now I know why. Thank god he told me about all this, or else I would’ve just kept living Brad’s little game. I feel so … used. And depressed. I felt like my heart had torn out of me when Ashley IMed that to me How could he do this to me? And I have a feeling that after this weekend I’ll be going out with Justin again …

Wow, it’s finally November. October went by so slow it seems. And now I only have like 2 weeks ’til Thanksgiving break — do you know how incredibly awesome that is? I can sleep in, see Brad more than 1 day a week, see Shaune, have FUN, go online on an actual PC, drive, etc. Man, I better stop talking about that or else I’m gonna get homesick, lol. OMG, I’m in love with Creed’s new song — “My Sacrifice” — ’cause it’s how I am with Brad, hehe. And with everything that’s happened with us lately, I’m hoping it’ll stay that way (too bad he doesn’t like it, though). Oh well! Anyway, man, we had a pop quiz in history today, and everybody got like a 50 *crosses fingers and hopes he’ll curve it a lot* LOL. Even the people who DID do the reading (excluding me, haha) got that. Woah, okay the guy in Connecticut who likes me was just like, “you would have to stop laughing (at my Halloween costume) to kiss me.” Uhh … what? Even though he was joking (’cause he knows I have a boyfriend), that again spins back to the previous entry about me getting tired of everybody liking me. Grr, hehe. Speaking of Halloween, mine was again boring I didn’t dress up ’cause there wasn’t any point (yeah, trick or treating on campus is real fun), went out with Erica to all the faculty houses & dorms, and still got like half a bag of candy. Works for me! LOL. Man, but I miss going out with my friends at home, staying out late, going crazy, etc. But oh well … well gonna go talk to the CT guy now, so I will TTYL.