Well well well … look what Brad (my now ex) wrote to my friend Ashley after semi:

ou have no clue how much i wish you were here right now … i think you’re so hot, and i want you so badly … mmmm … and they way you felt against me when we hugged that night … omgosh, it made me want to sneak off with you somewhere …

I can’t believe I didn’t listen to Justin when he said he didn’t like the guy … now I know why. Thank god he told me about all this, or else I would’ve just kept living Brad’s little game. I feel so … used. And depressed. I felt like my heart had torn out of me when Ashley IMed that to me How could he do this to me? And I have a feeling that after this weekend I’ll be going out with Justin again …