Dude. MatchMaker rocks. Today I met my 4th guy from there, hehe: Justin. And lemme tell ya, it went better than I expected! Since he didn’t have a picture up or anything, I wasn’t sure what he looked like or if he even was who he said he was (since we didn’t talk on the phone either), but thankfully he turned out to be cool. He was sweet and nice, and although I crawled into my little “shell” and was all shy and stuff (think he was too, though), that didn’t keep him from indicating that he likes me, lol. Heck, I knew he did even before we met ‘Cause in chatting he would call me “cutey” and “babe” and stuff (hehe), and then today, after we had eaten and met his roommate and Dan (their friend), he was like, hmm … wanna go somewhere private and talk and stuff? I was like, sure, okay … and so we went to this couch and like talked about random stuff for about 30/40 minutes. Even though it was next to the elevators and people were coming in and out like 5 feet in front of us every 30 seconds, it was still cool. And then, dude, I could’ve sworn he was trying, or wanted to, put his arm around me during the end. He like turned and draped his arm over the edge/back of the sofa (like Brad did when we saw Pearl Harbor *sighs and has a happy flashback*), but it wasn’t like around me or anything. But oh well, I could just be mis-interpreting that He hugged me before I went through the little farecard-taker things at the metro, though. I was like, aww. Hehe. And then tonight while chatting with him I had to keep changing computers ’cause Ross had to do stuff for school, and I was like, hey sorry I keep changing computers, he said, “it’s okay, you’re worth it.” Cute, no? LOL AND before that, he said something like, “when I said you looked different from your pictures earlier, I meant you were cuter, but was too shy to say it.” How aww is that? Damn, I know this sounds horrible ’cause I broke up with Brad like YESTERDAY, but I can’t help it! Something’s wrong with me, haha. ‘Cause I’m supposed to be sad since Brad and I aren’t together anymore, and I know I will be soon when it sinks in, but for some reason it doesn’t feel like we have, unless I sit down and really think about it. Then I feel like crying. But other than that, I don’t really, although it’s always in the back of my mind. It’s weird. And everytime I think about his voice and the good times we had and all that stuff, I get depressed, but that’s only when I lie in bed at night or have a moment of quiet to myself, and it’s gone by morning for some reason *sigh* I dunno … I just hope Justin doesn’t try anything really romantic-y on me for awhile ’cause I’m still a little withdrawn over Brad and stuff. Well, I g2g now ’cause Dad is bugging me to go to bed, but I’ll talk to you guys later and give you an update on how tomorrow goes with Alex (if Dad even leaves me the van, first of all, lol) — bye!

Damn, why aren’t my buttons up there (and background) showing up? Grr! Stupid Foxcroft people must’ve deleted the directory I put them in. Double grr Well, guess I gotta make new ones tomorrow …