OMG. I’m really gonna cry now. I just got off the phone with Brad, and he said that the reason he hadn’t seen and called me as much this week was ’cause he wanted to see what it’d be like when I was at school, where I only come home most weekends. Then he said that since he has a lot of female friends (who all like him), it’d be better for us to just be friends during school and see what happens during the summer, ’cause he wouldn’t wanna do anything with his female friends that would hurt me (since he would barely see me). He also said that being in a long-distance relationship would be hard on him. I mean, I understand where he’s coming from, it’ll be hard on me, too, and he said he doesn’t wanna break up with me either … but, I’m just like, shocked … I can’t believe it … I don’t wanna break up with him! *cries* I know that’d it probably be best, but still, I love him so much … I suggested that we try being together for the start of school, and then see what happens *sigh* I still can’t believe it … with how much we love each other, I thought we’d be together for a long time, if not forever. I don’t know what to do …