Well, since FTP is fucked up again, I have NO idea where Brad is (or any of my friends for that matter), no one is online, I can’t go anywhere outside ’cause it’s raining … tonight pretty much sucks. Plus, my stupid allergies (or whatever they are) are acting up again, and my eyes feel like falling out. I feel like crying. Why can’t things be how they were in June, before Australia, VA Beach, Canada, Brad in Colorado, and all the other stupid shit that happened? *sigh* I haven’t talked to Brad in person in like 1 1/2 days. Haven’t seen him in 3. Haven’t seen Shaune in like a gajillion years. Me stuck at home on a Friday night is nothing new, but school will be starting soon, and this is not good for getting the most out of summer. Grr, I want to do something! I feel so crappy, and maybe getting out of the house will help, but no, I can’t, it’s raining. I’m so pissed, Brad SAID he would call me last night, but no, big surprise, he didn’t. He said that the night before, too, but the result was still the same. Ya know, that is my biggest pet peeve, people saying that they’ll do something, but don’t. Especially when it’s your boyfriend *cries* It seems like he doesn’t love me as much as he did. Just read last night’s post and you’ll get what I mean. All I’ve been doing the past few days is internet stuff and Hanson trades. That’s ALL. Nothing with Brad, Shaune, ANYBODY! I seriously think people hate me now. No one ever calls me anymore. What did I do to them? I feel so miserable now, it’s not even funny. I don’t know, I’m just bitching again. Sorry, I can’t help it, I’m just really pissed right now. Might as well go do more summer reading. Nothing better to do. See ya tomorrow with details of how Brad didn’t call me (about biking or going to the fair) again.