OMG, I think I’m gonna cry. There’s something about the way that Brad is acting that makes me think he doesn’t love me (or even like me) as much as he used to. I mean, he isn’t answering my emails (I’m on vacation now), he won’t IM me, and when I IM him he barely says anything. This CAN’T be happening, he’s been so awesome to me ever since we met, and now it seems like everything’s going downhill *cries* What’s going on? Ever since I signed up for that SparkMatch thing and changed my AIM profile declaring my feelings for him, it’s like he doesn’t wanna talk to me anymore I mean, he was fine on Thursday when we went out to lunch and the movies, but then on Friday before I left he didn’t even say “bye” or “I love you” or anything online *sigh* I hope I’m just over-analyzing again. I REALLY don’t wanna have to go through a break-up or a fight or something with Brad. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, and in the past he’s said he really does care about me, too, but now I don’t know. I don’t know what I’d do without him — definitely become depressed! I’m even scared right now … and I have no idea why, a guy has never had this effect on me before. There’s just something about him that has like taken over me, and if that something (or just plain HIM) goes away, I’ll be screwed. It’s like I NEED him to live. I know that sounds weird ’cause I’m only 17, but still, when you love someone and things don’t seem right with the other person, it hurts Well, I g2g now, but whoever reads this, cross your fingers for me and him and hope that everything works out okay between us. I DON’T WANNA LOSE HIM!